I wish I could finally See your face when Looking in the mirror Shining like perfectly polished Brass And hopefully Smiling back From the reflection I wish I could verify If you truly do look Somehow similar to myself As I once read Only more striking And magnificent in appearance A divine elevated version Of … Continuă lectura Guardian angel

A profound feeling of Detachment From all there is Was or ever Will be Including Or especially yourself Nothing to hold On to Nothing to grab And use As a trusty anchor In the oblivious times Of the flood Reedited A more Or less withered Leaf Mercilessly torn away From its source Now cast to … Continuă lectura Derealization

I feared death The most That insomniac night As the silence kept spreading Slowly Thus the more anxiously During the small Lonely hours Before dawn A deeply red liquid In a transparent base Blood infecting clear water Or the other way around Would be the most obvious Metaphor Also standing for Life energy Irrevocably dispersed … Continuă lectura I feared death

Once more Laying awake at night This time without the excuse Of even a partially legitimate Reason Just having spent hours on end Working on something That ultimately proved Unnecessary Like so many things seem to Now you're all pumped On adrenaline and cortisol Only negligibly spiced with caffeine At least you’ve gotten better at … Continuă lectura The thrill